So I unexpectedly thought of my just-moved-away neighbour. (Due to the absorbing aka poisonous plotline of the romantic novel that abruptly popped outta my mind.) We were close kindergarten buddies. Uh, not really, but IDK, cause I've unwittingly forgotten majority of the memories when I was small. We were so adorable back then, but what makes me sighed was that nothing noteworthy had happened. (Like being secretly in love or having a crush or just anything like....saying hello.) We'd been living together so close(I can walk 10 steps or so to ring his doorbell) for...about 15 years I guess. Too long, isn't it? Our knowingeachotherbutnofutherinteraction friendship was super hardcore.

So embarrassingly I imagined how would it be like if he likes me. (Kay, right after he moved house. I swear I'd never had this thought when he's still living opposite of me.) Though it would be so exciting *blush* if it really happens,(since he's quite handsome) this is perpetually impossible. You ask why? (Not certain if you're interested but I will just write cause Im the writer!) Firstly...in view of I'm not that kind of pretty and lovely girl next door. Face matters if you wanna melt a boy's heart at first sight. So....my face says it all. *sobsob* Secondly, we're from different background. He's a portuguese half-caste (probably indian too but I cant rmb).. with all his family speaking english so we hardly get in touch with them. (except my daddy who's attracted to his mummy's beauty and accosted her like very frequently, but dont think too much they're just pure friends 'cause his Eng is pretty basic..saying sentences like today weather very good eh?) Morover, we studied in different primary and secondary schools after that, hence it makes sense that we didn't communicate at all? (Obviously lame excuses, I can ask him homework! but I wasn't outgoing enough so..)

In a nutshell, it occurs only in fictions. If it accidentally happens in real life, it's only for those beautiful girls.
*PS: The guy didn't even bother to accept my fb friend request.
*PPS: He has a girlfriend! (Why would I know? Cause I'm a professional stalker with nothing Idk.) But so what? He's not my type, haha. (This is just lucky, otherwise I might be morbidly emotional and filled with nostalgia for my old kindergarten days......)